March 2010
How fucking dare you.
How dare you say I just want a reason to cry and be overdramatic.
I’ll be DAMNED if I let you walk away unscathed if you’re within a 5 feet of me.
I never hated you. You’re just another notch on his bedpost. You might not think so now, but give it a few months. You’ll see it.
And when you do, you’ll have to look twice to count all the goddamn notches.
I’ve been there, I’ve done that, I’ve seen it all little darling.
There’s nothing you can tell me about him that I don’t already know.
I can’t wait to see your face when you find out.
Touché.
- Me: Lets get married.
- Rafa: Not tonight love, I had a long day at work.
- Me: Fml.
- Rafa: Maybe tomorrow though.
- Me: What if I don't feel like it tomorrow?
- Rafa: Well maybe . . . goddamit haha.
- Me: Only you would ruin our wedding!
- Rafa: Only YOU would propose through text.
- : )
It is friday at the nail shop.
- Me: How's work mom?
- Mom: Good. I work on 'bling' right now.
- Me: Blink?
- Mom: Bling.
- Me: Bling?
- Mom: Bling bling.
- Me: BLING??
- Mom: Yeah, my costumer say they want 'bling bling' so I have to work on it.
- Me: . . . . Don't say bling mom.
- Mom: . . . Bye.
- -click-
- Not sure how to feel about this. Oh my mother and her super fob accent <3
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Nothing phases me anymore.
Tactless.
Never in my life have I committed to something.
Never in my life have I not gotten bored with something.
Never in my life have worried about my image for something.
Never in my life have I drank for somebody.
Never in my life have I begged for anything.
Never in my life have I cried more than once in a span of 6 months.
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I committed from 11.28.08-1.19.10.
I never wearied from even thinking about you.
I dressed to impressed, I wanted to be your trophy.
I drank so much when you turned 21, who didn’t when we were around?
I begged for you to stay. Through tears and an empty phone line you told me that we ran our course, that you were happy.
I’m so ashamed to cry. Its so ugly and poignant. Night & day for the past month in public and private.
I’m not going to stand here and wait for you to say those three stupid words back.
Not with three people in this picture. Especially when you’re cutting our contact.
I’m taking a leaf from your book. Dropping one of your lines.
This door will always be open. Whether months, or years pass by.
I’ll still be here. I’m not saying I’ll be here alone, which I’m sure you’d understand.
Unlike you, I’ll keep this promise -_________________-
But I meant what I said when you told me you were happy.
I’d be happy too if she were under my car and I backed up over her.
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Regina Spektor
It’s like forgetting the words to your favorite song
You can’t believe it
You were always singing along
It was so easy and the words so sweet
You can’t remember
You try to feel the beat.
You try to move your feet.
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And you won’t even know my name!
To learn this from what you thought was the “most”
You gave it away
Let alone when i kiss you
Survives the days that i miss you.
We leave this day, the only way we know.
The cold remembers everything
…our last footprints in the snow
Think back with the soundwaves crashing
To acknowledge this would be everlasting
I revert now to our first touch
I saw your lips
They met right there
I held you up
With every dirty word she had spoken
We will always have our show
And we will always have this luck.
In the end we fall together
Glisten and glow
Forever my heart will keep you
Everlastingly, i know.
all i wanna do is sleep all day
so i can forget about
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Lets do it.
Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 — A fictional book
Day 14 — A non-fictional book
Day 15 — A fanfic
Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 — A talent of yours
Day 20 — A hobby of yours
Day 21 — A recipe
Day 22 — A website
Day 23 — A YouTube video
Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 — Your day, in great detail
Day 26 — Your week, in great detail
Day 27 — This month, in great detail
Day 28 — This year, in great detail
Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Starting April 1st with Tunah :)
When are you going to let me show you how you deserve to be treated?
I can’t decipher who this is cause I’ve been fed that line so many times. If you’re different, step it up. Show me. Don’t wait for me to ask.
There's something in the air
And now I’ve got a brighter smile,
And I think you’re going to like this.
